http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JeK_aAWjmfw

"Where is this love? I can't see it, I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words."

20711

-"I fell in love with her, Alice."

-"Oh, as if you had no choice? There's a moment, there's always a moment, "I can do this, I can give into this, or I can resist it", and I don't know when your moment was, but I bet you there was one."

20411

Owning up to the fact that you're an easily forgettable person is a difficult concept to swallow.

I miss the feeling of a man's lips being pressed to my neck.

thou shalt not eat for days on end. amen.

psych 101

i just received my psychology book, and i got excited just thinking about reading sections about heartbreak, stress, body issues, etc.. and then i realized something. what the fuck does a book know about me? what does a harvard graduate know about my life? yeah, they might be spot on about certain feelings that i underwent, but all their statements are such generalized bullshit. it's all just excuses. hmm..kinda funny how i'm already dissing my own future career.

20211

you know, it's kind of beautiful how in a way, we're all helping each other out in the complicated, sometimes fucked up journey we call "life." if you're sick, you go to a doctor, someone who has devoted so much time and money in the six-figure digits to become educated enough to be of assistance to you, to save your life, or to bring in another life into this world. if you're upset or stuck in a depression-hole that you can't seem to escape on your own, there are therapists available, psychologists, counselers. someone there, in completely confidentiality, to listen to everything that seems to be jumbled up into senseless sentences, without judgement. someone to let you know that you aren't alone in the feeling, that it is fixable, and that, yes, it is okay to cry. when you find yourself faced with financial or marital problems, or possibly any other matter of the sort, there is always someone who can be contacted in order to save you, or at least better the situation than what it already is. and when you just need something as simple as a hug, a laugh, or a case of unconditional love, there's family and friends. people who truly do enjoy you for..well, you.

febr.u.ary

there's something forbidding me to write down valentine's day on my calendar. or capitalize it in that last sentence. now that i think about it, it is kind of a cruel day, valentine's day. everyday should be all about love in a relationship/marriage. am i right? to me, it almost appears to be a form of rubbing it in to the ones who are still looking/waiting. not cool.

20111

fragile minds scare me. maybe that's why i'm so easy to forget.