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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

I think I'm finally cracking, or rather, this family is cracking. Mom's on her way to Fresno as we speak to surprise Matt for his birthday by taking him out to dinner. And of course, who better to join her for her son's 21st birthday than David, right? Wrong. Why in the world wouldn't she take her 21-year-old son's father? Let's see..only one answer. But I don't want to say it out loud.

This is getting really ridiculous. It's all the same everyday - wake up to it, come home to it, fall asleep thinking about it - it never fails to find me. I've become almost immune to seeing Dad continuously make attempt after attempt and sigh as he fail fail fails.

"Liz, would you like me to make you something for dinner?"

"No."

"Alright Liz, I'm leaving for work, have a good day."

"......"

I don't want to complain, but I'm so tired of seeing Dad try so hard to do the right thing, and just watch it fall apart every time. I'm just not sure what I should, or even could, do anymore.


Hmm

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